Social War. Cant be one

Socially sick, emotionally volatile

three piece suit and your high class profile,

you never call it quits

and Im just wasting my time.

every fucking minuet is just another dime

I dont mind ill just sit and waste my time.(2x)

Paid no price to get to the top

your meaning of life is forever lost

No friends fast car

No spine closed mind

Socially sick, emotionally volatile

Living in a world where resistance is futile

No time to sit and spill my mind.

Lives are spent and lies are told.

you wonder why my heart has turned this fucking cold.

rotting our hearts once made of gold isn't this getting old

time is spent and time is wasted.

this rush has me so frustrated.

Lives are spent cause time is wasted

don't know how else this can be fucking stated

I give up I swear Im done

fuck this social war that can't be won

I don't care I'll wave the flag.

Im done

You're social war can't be fucking won

Hey you.

I forgot I had this thing.

I found a folder full of my artwork from highschool and my first semester in college. I was weird.

My road less traveled has been nothing but detours and red lights.

Not much

Not much has happened I awhile, life's the same. Locked In played a show it was a lot of fun, I have more stuff written I just need songs to put them to.

Shoap

The show tonight was a lot of fun, except for almost passing out and having a panic attack after we were done playing. Other than that I had a lot of fun, the venue was awesome and really cheap I hear. Im going to make this short and just say thank you to everyone who came out. Im going to sleep my entire body hurts.

Goodnight

YES!

The rain has stopped.

The Boss

This gave me one of those awesome inspiring, feel good, give you the chills feelings

Every bad thing thats happened has happened to better men

So you tell me that you last good dollar is gone,
and you say that your pockets are bare.
And you tell me that your clothes are tattered and torn
and nobody seems to care. 
Now don't tell me your troubles
no i don't have the time to spare 
But if you want to get together and fight
good buddy that's what I want to hear.
And you tell me that your job was taken away
by a big ol' greasy machine.
And you tell me that you don't collect no more pay
and your belly is growing lean.
Now if I had the jobs to give
you know I'd give them all away.
But don't waste your breath calling out my name
if you don't have nothing to say.
And you tell me that you don't have nothing to do
and you keep on wasting your time.
And you say when you want to get your family some food
you gotta stand in a relief line.
Now it's a sin and a bloody shame
'bout the way they're pushing you 'round.
But when you decide not to take no more
you know I'll put my money down.
'Cause I've seen your kind many times before
And I'll see 'em many times again.
Oh but every bad thing that's happened to you
has happened to better men.
So don't explain that you've lost your way
that you've got no place to go.
You've got a hand and a voice and you're not alone
Brother that's all you need to know.
And if you're still wondering what I'm trying to say
let me tell you what it's all about.
Now nobody listens to a single man
when he's walkin' 'round down and out.
So if you're looking for an answer
he's standing there by your side.
And you'll never really know how far you'll go
'til you join together and try.

Lyrics for the new locked in songs

These are the lyrics for the new songs we recorded, If you have any interest check them out, and see what thoughts explode in my brain and get puked out my mouth.

myspace.com/lockedinli

(check us out it means a lot)

(Mildly Sympathetic Extremely Sarcastic.)

So conflicted without a brain why don't things ever stay the same.

Days I wake and rather be dead, sitting with my head full of lead.

This is sick where have I gone, always walking in the wrong.

Still don't get when does this end, do I wake up? I hope I'm dead.

So conflicted without a thought, mind is blank I've got no clue,

someone tell me what's left to do.

One more day in this head, your going to see me end up dead.

I am done with this, take me out.

No sympathy

No empathy

No regard for you.

(Wilson Briar)

Hate in my bones stinging like splinters, mind is trapped in a cold fucking winter.

No reaction, time to think I'll stay with this ship as it fucking sinks.

Insane I'm crazy Im out of my mind, your god brings pain and so do I.

Sick, I'm crazy, I'm going insane, fire and sludge fucking eating my brain.

Conform to the norm and be a fucking clone. Rather be dead and alone.

It eats and tares at me everyday. I WONT

(Wont See)

Never thought I would end up this way. Stuck in hell of the day to day.

The things I seen and and the things you say have never been the fucking same. I don't think what you believe, what you believe is killing me.

Never one to settle, never one to break. Nothing but time, In this mind I will create.

In this mind I will create.

Can't see what you believe, wont let it rule over me.

So sick and broken.

This wasted life that you have chosen.

At a loss for words without a higher form.

It is lost and I am fucking done.

Rain Rain Rain

Once again the rain has shit on another opportunity to go skateboarding.

Great.

Sleep?

I was never good at much, but I know what i've got. 

I was never good with words, but I get my point across.

I was never good at this, I'm giving it all I've got.

This rain needs to stop. Its bringing us all down, I need to be outside.

Locked In is playing a show on the 26th I am really excited about it, we haven't played a show In awhile. We have only played one show, it was so much fun I am still in a good mood from it. I am so happy to be in a band, all the years of me saying thats what I wanted to do and it happened. Meghan can back me up on that. 

When we played that show, or every time we practice I puts me in such and odd/great mood. I cant explain it, just picture being incredibly happy, insanely furious and anxious at the same time. I love it, I feel like Im going in somewhat of the right direction with myself. I really don't know what I'm getting at right now, It's 3:37am and I am way to tired. 

Goodnight.

S.O.S

This is a Fucking S.O.S

An utter catastrophe.

They won't recover.

Yeah thats right, things wont get better.

There was an S.O.S

It got better.

It always gets better...

Paint It Black.

Paint it Black made me feel great tonight.

Thank you.

Shook Ones

(This is copied and pasted from the Shook Ones blog on myspace. Read this, download a great song and help.)

What else is there to say? Proposition 8 has officially become state sanctioned and defended discrimination with the California supreme court’s 6-1 decision to uphold it. 
In doing so, the Supreme Court effectively cemented the notion of “separate but equal” as an acceptable practice for the state. It was the majority’s opinion that reserving the term “marriage” only for opposite-sex couples did not present a substantive negative effect on same sex couples who would not have access to “marriage”, just like only being allowed to ride in the back of the bus doesn’t have a negative effect on ones ability to arrive at their final destination, right? 

The 6-1 margin of victory is depressing. Only one judge in California’s supreme court saw this issue through the lens of minority rights, and their subsequent erosion in this decision. "The rule the majority crafts today not only allows same-sex couples to be stripped of the right to marry, it places at risk the state constitutional rights of all disfavored minorities." Wrote Justice Carlos R. Moreno. We can easily draw comparisons between the same sex marriage ban and the ban on interracial marriage that existed in many states until the landmark case of Loving v. Virginia in 1967. These are both issues of basic civil rights. Basic civil rights that in no way infringe on or inhibit any other citizen’s rights. These rights concern only the two people involved. So if the state can’t stop me from having breakfast for dinner tonight, why can they stop two people from being “married” because of their birth-given sexual orientation?

(Furthermore, what I find troubling in this ruling is the blatant disregard for the separation of church and state. While I understand that the Supreme Court’s role was to determine the constitutionality of Proposition 8, the notion that they are trying to make a ruling on something that is so clearly an issue of individual’s belief in god is absurd. This is a war we may never win though, so we will not digress on this topic. Sorry for my unfocused approach. )

In the wake of the Supreme Court’s decision, how do we proceed? There are some who believe that the challenge to Proposition 8 needs to be taken to the federal level, and are doing just that. On the flip side there are those who think this fight is won by a building block approach, winning a series of smaller battles and working to the final victory. Either of these schools of thought could shower me with a wealth of good points and impassioned resolve, and who am I to judge which is the more valid approach? 
I do have some thoughts though. 

The federal lawsuits that have recently been filed by two couples from California are ambitious and obviously good intentioned. But I think they may be underestimating the temperature of the water they are wading into. This country has a long way to go on civil rights for all minorities of race or sexual orientation. I think you would have to be living under a rock to disagree. With this in mind, we are left with two couples who lost their battle in a pretty progressive state like California, and who want to take the fight to a Supreme Court that made up of seven Republican appointees to two Democratic ones in a federal system that has 30 states with bans on same sex marriage. There is something particularly scary about the precedent that could be set if the plaintiffs lose their case at the federal Supreme Court level. 
The other school of thought on how to proceed sees the next battle at the ballot box. This is where a slim majority was able to strip the rights of a section of the population, and this is where they can be returned. I am inclined to see more promise in this approach. 
If you were to research the passing of Proposition 8 you would find fairly sordid accounts of how its wording on the ballot left many confused about what a “yes” or “no” vote actually translated to. Additionally you would find that in the lead up to the vote, many opponents to Prop 8 saw the mounting support for Obama in their state and took that as a sign that Prop 8 had little chance of passing. The supporters of Prop 8 had not made that assumption, and their well-organized nationwide effort to push the proposition through paid off, catching many by surprise. This is why groups like Lambda Legal, the ACLU and Equality California see the ballot box as the next battle. 

I think the overturning of Proposition 8 needs to take place at a state level, and the advancement of same sex rights in general must work through state levels before it makes a run at the federal level. It is at the state level where opponents to these civil rights are making their fight. One example in my home state that is still very quiet but stands to be quite damaging is Referendum 71. It is the Washington Values Alliance’s preemptive strike to make sure the term “marriage” can never be applied to same sex couples. The sponsors of this referendum have until the 25th of July to collect the required signatures to get on the November 3rd ballot. I can only hope that residents of Washington pay attention to this referendum so that we don’t have a repeat of proposition 8 here.

So here’s the deal: all of us in Shook Ones and at Paper and Plastick believe one thing- gay marriage should exist. The discussion of same sex marriage rights is not the brainchild of some “gay agenda,” in fact it is an issue that exists independent of the context in which it finds itself. The issue is civil rights and putting an end to the “separate but equal” ideas that should have died with the civil rights advances of the 60’s. 
It has nothing to do with being gay or lesbian, but unfortunately groups who look to some higher power for how to live have made it about being gay, lesbian or transgender. 
It’s a farce. I don’t believe in god, but the supporters of prop 8 aren’t trying to stop me from getting married. But if I wanted to marry a man, they would have a whole lot to say about it then. Unacceptable.
So here’s what we are doing- we are making an exclusive song available for digital download right now. The song is called “Breakfast for Dinner”, the cost is $1 and all of the proceeds (all of them) are going to be donated to the groups who are fighting on behalf of same sex couples in California (Lambda legal, ACLU of California, and Equality California) 
The song is a sort of follow up to “order form” and deals with the passage of proposition 8. More specifically it deals with how many minority groups in California voted in much higher percentages to support the proposition, and how I was completely disappointed that these minorities who supported it were failing to draw comparisons between this bill and the struggles of minorities in this country. 
In light of the recent Supreme Court decision in California we wanted to make the song available as soon as possible, thus the digital download. But wait, there is more!!!
As soon as humanly possible “Breakfast for Dinner” will appear by itself on a one sided, limited edition 5” vinyl. It will have etching on the B side and will have a hand screened jacket that will be filled to the brim with literature from all the groups who are involved in making proposition 8 and other bills like it a thing of the past. These should be ready in about a month and a half and all the proceeds from this will also be donated to the groups mentioned before with the addition of the ACLU of Washington who will be fighting referendum 71. 

Visit www.paperandplastick.com for the exclusive track. Also, if you just feel like donating to these groups in addition or in lieu of buying the track, awesome! Here are the links:

Equality California 
EQCA 


Lambda Legal
Lambdalegal.org


ACLU of Northern California
http://www.aclunc.org/


ACLU of Washington
http://www.aclu-wa.org/

Lyrics to "Breakfast For Dinner"
All under one roof, but the servants entrance for you
and we’ll lock that deadbolt.
On Tuesday night, 
that’s what 70% of all those who should know better said. 
Talk me through how verbs of connotation escaped you. 
I need to understand how you can draw this distinction 
Without reciting from your old book. 
You know as I do that this is no place 
To make believe the issue, or cite majority volition
It’s about principle, of which you all have none. 
I dare you to make me understand how you think. 
I believe there’s no way to reach you.
There’s no way to reach you. 
Cause I don’t think there is any hope. 
There’s no way to reach you. 
Man on top: you will know and you’ll see
That forgiveness is a two way street. 
So whoever you are, you’re gonna be out of luck
Talk me through how verbs of connotation escaped you. 
I need to understand how you can draw this distinction
(it’s about principle of which you all have none)
Talk me through how verbs of connotation escaped you. 
I dare you to make me understand.
Is there no way to reach you?

New Jams

Locked In has recorded 3 new songs and I'm very proud of them. They are better than our first demo, Im a lot happier with the way the vocals came out this time. We have some great shows coming up and I couldn't be more excited. Things are looking Up.

Let us build

I wanted to build a ramp today with my good friends Rob and Mikey, but the man had to shut us down. Now it will be a steezy ghetto ramp shesh. Great.

RECORDING

Locked In is recording with Sir Mike Gatto  tomorrow, I am very excited I really like the new songs and I cant wait to share them with other people. Get Into It.

Today.

NEW CELL PHONE HERE I COME.

Get the Net.

I Love Skateboarding.

Hey guys, we got it.

The youth has got it. We have figured it out, we have solved life biggest secrets and have nothing to show for it. The youth is thinking. We are left and right brained and we are on the brink of some great things. The youth is talking. We are saying it loud, we are here in this ever changing flow of the day to day with nothing but positive things to say. 

This Weekend.

This weekend has been one of the best in a while. I love my friends a lot. I cannot wait to relax and have fun for the rest of the summer. I find myself enjoying skateboarding a lot more now, as to when I was 15 and considerably better. This post is going nowhere but I hope my being in a great mood is apparent. Thanks life, thank you for being good to me.

Words of wisdom.

"You cant move. You are to much of an asshole to make new friends".

                                                                                                      

                                                                                                         Kevin Koz.

Good Times.

Hey, Im thinking straight, and walking with my chin up.

I can't really ask for much more. Thanks

Rambling at 2:52am

Life has been pretty sweet lately, I cannot stop listening to the new shook ones record.

I have a lot of new things written, I cant wait to put them to use. I have come to find that I am a lot less of an angry person. Although when I comes to writing things that are going to be used for my band I become furious. It is working for me. I loose my train of thought really easily, I cant stand it.  I just forgot what I was going to write. This is slowly becoming a paragraph of complete bullshit. Hope I will regain some kind of thought and stop wasting my time. I am angry, I am confused, and yet I have got it all together. As for my last post about bitchy girls that somehow involved themselves with hardcore or another part of independent music. I still mean every word I said. Stop wasting your time. This is not a social ladder. Im sick of you, I've had it with your non-stop judgement. Get a clue and leave. Also I would also like to address something to the ignorant southern christian deli guy at my job, I don't need to hear that jesus is your savior, and that I am a lost lamb that god has not yet shown the way to. Keep your ideals to yourself. I have never said a word to you about how I feel about your god.

Miss You.

Its Been 5 years.

I wish you were here.

Its been 5 years.

You are why I am here.

I miss you a lot.

R.i.p  Jared "BBj" Morris.

"There are never reasons to be mad, only ways to figure out how to he happier person."

Senor De Mayo

I want to eat good mexican food all day and watch dumb and dumber.

I think I will.

Positive Mental Attitude.

We have got so many things wrong with us, where do we start. It seems that over the years we have perfected the art, of getting lost and feeling broken.Not today. No more will our lives remain idle, no longer will we not be able to answer the questions on our motives. Today we stood up. We told them what we are doing. All of us sent a message. A message of hope, happiness and life. We do not know where that long road of 10 years will take us. We do know that we will take that road and stop and see everything along that way.I guess we will see you at the end. As we pass by and continue our search. We are the youth, we are positive, we are here, and who knows where we will stay. 

Days are great, Nights are Spectacular.

This is shaping up to be a great Summer.

Locked In is on 2 shows now, Im excited.

I still love saves the day a lot.

I need to get my tattoo finished.

I need a record player. 

This is the list of insignificant things.

I hope this weather keeps up tho. 

Im having a great time. 

We have thoughts.

We have Ideas.

We have brains.

You had thoughts.

You had Ideas.

You had brains.

You grew up to fast.

We have the world.

Why is it that I have no problem taking naps during the day, but have the hardest time falling asleep a night. Im slowly loosing it again. Im fine with it.  I cannot wait for this semester to be over. All I want is to hang out and play shows. Im not going to school in the fall in the hopes of touring. Locked In really needs to get a move on. I have a lot written and I need to scream it at the top of my lungs at large groups of people who have no idea what I am saying. I hope one day someone will know. Someone will want to sing along. If not Im just fine with the thought that you all listened 

The meaning of the title, El sueño de la razon produce monstruos, has been debated, mainly because sueño can mean both sleep and dream. Known as a pintor filósofo, Goya may have intended to affirm the Enlightenment by saying that when reason sleeps, the imagination produces monsters resulting in madness. Or, he may have implied that reason alone without imagination leads to madness, even horror. Goya's favorite literary character Don Quixote is a good illustration of imagination without reason.

There are at least 10 extremely nice days ahead of us.

In need to be outside doing fun activities on all of those days.

I hope you would like to join me in a lot of fun.

This rain needs to end, We all have had enough. 

Skate or Die.

Mildly  Empathetic 

Severely  Sarcastic.

Its almost 1 am and I have class at 8 am. I cannot sleep, I dont know why I am updating this right now. I have been skateboarding a lot, my body hurts a lot. This is pointless. Who reads this anyway? Fun fact all the locked in lyrics were written on the notepad in my cell phone, at the beach. Does anyone like our band? Im tire goodnight all.

Life is great.

Mentally  healthy.

Positive attitude.

All in all Im doing pretty great.

Thanks Life.

Drive

So tonight me and koz drove out to Greenport to get coke slurpees.

Im not sure why. All I know is that Im tired and its going to be superb out tomorrow.

Goodnight

Locked In is playing a show with Trash Talk on Tuesday the 21st I am extremely excited.

Im stoked Jill drew this for us.

My sub-conscience is at war with my waking life. The sound is pounding hard now. I wish these decisions didn't fee like pulling teeth. Have you see the water at this time of year, I doesn't seem to care. I wish we had more in common, maybe then I could feel. Im at peace with lacking direction. 

I can crash harder than these waves, I have been hit so many times. Drag me along the bottom I wont mind, maybe thats where the direction lies. For now ill just sit here watching, waiting, wondering. I have got nothing but time.

Maybe we do have more in common then I thought, I think we'll be great friends. Just you and me we'll get along fine.

Locked In demo free download. 

knock your self out.
http://www.mediafire.com/download.php?ztgz0nzmn2j 

About this thing.

Nothing in this blog will be articulately written, or have perfect punctuation. Frankly I don't care,

I will update with what ever fun stuff that is going on in my life. Hopefully its somewhat interesting. What you will not see is complaints and rants about absolutely meaningless crap.

Thank You

First Time

    I created this, lets see where it goes.         

My band played our first show last friday, it was a good time, it went very smooth.We got a lot of positive feedback from our friends and others, It all really means a lot, so thank you for coming out and spending your $7 to see us. All the other bands were amazing it was good to see force fed again, I haven't seen them since 2 summers ago. A big thank you to Quinn's parents for letting 100 rowdy hardcore kids invade there house for 4 hours. Thank You